You know, I realized the other day that if anyone is really actually reading my journals, that they'd probably like an update.

For the most part i'm happy now, I'm not technically back with my mate, yet. However the current situation is that I'm so close I'm content waiting for her to be ready again. We both seem to be happier than we have been in a long time, and I'd like to think that its because we may be getting back together, and we both love the thought.

I'm not goign to kid myself, it may be for some other reason, but I like thinking I'm right in this situation.

If my mate reads this, I have a message for her. I love you Kitten, I always have and I always will, I want to prove it to you, not just for you, but for myself to, I broke a promise, and I need to do everything I can to set it right.